2019 was really hard. I started the year by working my ass off to finish and defend my master’s thesis, and after I finished it I was so exhausted I barely did anything else the entire semester besides my classwork. The imposter syndrome got worse this year. I’m struggling to push through my rejection letters to keep submitting my research. 2019 was the first time I’ve seriously, genuinely doubted whether I’m in the right career or actually good at any of the things I want to be doing with my life. I feel like this doubt is somehow a sign of a lack of resilience on my part, which I feel embarrassed by.
11 – An Honest 2019 Wrap-up
11 – An Honest 2019 Wrap-up
11 – An Honest 2019 Wrap-up
2019 was really hard. I started the year by working my ass off to finish and defend my master’s thesis, and after I finished it I was so exhausted I barely did anything else the entire semester besides my classwork. The imposter syndrome got worse this year. I’m struggling to push through my rejection letters to keep submitting my research. 2019 was the first time I’ve seriously, genuinely doubted whether I’m in the right career or actually good at any of the things I want to be doing with my life. I feel like this doubt is somehow a sign of a lack of resilience on my part, which I feel embarrassed by.